| Location | Leicestershire |
| Age | 16 days |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 18/02/2007 |
| Date of Death | 06/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,910 since 07/09/2008 |
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This is a group to pay tribute to my beautiful son, Kobey Adam Richardson, who passed away in my arms on 6.3.07 aged just 15days.
When he was born, the doctors presumed he was a happy healthy baby and discharged us both from hospital.
He seemed ok, until his 15th day, where he was really lethargic and wouldnt drink any milk. my gp thought he had a chest infection so sent us to a childrens ward in leicester royal infrimary. In the car on the way there, i couldn't stop thinking that this could be the last music kobey would hear. the last song on the radio was 'Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.'
When we got there, they thought he may have meningitis, so took him off for a lumbar puncture. It was unsuccesful as the sample got contaminated with blood. He was in a lot of pain from this, and the nurses wouldn't let us hold him. The nurse made a 'nest' in the cot, and i took loads of pictures of him. He was on a drip, and although he was in pain, in my eyes he looked as if he was getting better, as his jaundice was fading loads. stupidly, It wasn't until later when i reviwed the pictures that i realised he was turning grey, he was dying in front of me, and i was happily (naively) thinking he was going to be fine.
They kept doing loads of tests on him, checking his acid levels in his blood and his oygen sats, as they were getting lower. After about the 8th/9th time of checking these levels, a nurse picked him up and ran with him. We still didnt know what was wrong, and we were still being told he would be ok. we were left on the ward wondering what was happening. i was screaming down the corridoor after the nurse, but she just told me to stay there. A different nurse came back and said he had been rushed to intesive care, she felt the feminal pulses in his legs and there were none. so, kobey lost his legs.
We weren't allowed in to intensive care, but a doctor came out and told me she thought kobey had a heart condition, and they were trying to resucitate him with cardiac massage.
Finally, after a lot of begging, They then allowed me in, he looked so small with all these nurses around, and all these tubes in him. i stood there crying, wishing him to come through, i touched his legs and they were cold. I just kept rubbing them as hard as i could screaming. 'come on kobey, wake up for mummy, stop pretending now little man' The nurse told me i had to leave as i was getting too upset. I ran out of there and ran to the hospital chapel, crying my eyes out, screaming for him to be saved. I came back up to the itu, and the nurse was waiting for me. She told me i could go back in again. When i went in there they took me into a side room and said i could hold him. At this point i didn't realise what was happening. i thought for some reason he was better. Anyway, i held him, i cuddled him as tight as i could and i kissed his head. he was still slightly warm. They then pronounced him dead in my arms on 6.3.07, within 5minutes of me holding him.
Me, my mum and Ross held him for hours, i wish it could be forever though. We bathed him, took prints of his hands and feet, and we had a chaplain come and bless him. It was the most horrible feeling in the world having to hand him over to the nurse, and leave the hospital with an empty car seat. i begged the nurse to look after him when we left, crying my eyes out, saying 'he's too young to be left alone, he needs his mummy.' It didn't hit me at that point that i would never get to hold my precious little boy again.
I finally got in the car to come home, and the first song that was on the radio again, was Chasing cars by Snow Patrol. i knew this was a sign, and decided id have it played at his funeral.
Kobey had to have a post mortem which showed that he did have congenital heart disease, he had a coarctation, a narrowing in the main aorta. He also had a hole in his heart. So, he was pretty much slowly dying for the 15days he was here. There was an inquest held, as this should have been picked up during my pregnancy scans, as i did have 6, and also could have been picked up at birth.
We held his funeral on 16.3.07. He was dressed in blue denim dungarees, and had his white coffin full of teddy bears with him, and pictures of our family. It was beautiful. We hired 2 white horses and a white carriage, and the horses had baby blue plumes. We had all his flowers in white and baby blue. We had chasing cars by snow patrol, and you'll be in my heart by phil collins played at the church service. everything was perfect, for such a perfect little man. He was the buried in Mill lane cemetary, in Earl shilton.
We'll love you forever baby boy. Rest in Peace. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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ALL MY LOVE TO ALL MY ANGLES
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Here's a festive greeting
Thats as special as they come
So from my family to yours,
May your day be filled with fun
And happy memories from yesteryear.
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(( HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR .))
I would like to thank you all of you my dear friends for ever thing you do for my angles love you all big hugs. It helps to know you all care and love them too and understand to all of you are my support and help keep me going love you all for that take care all my love Sylvie bye for now.
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.
Christmas blessings
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GOODNIGHT GODBLESS ANGEL ~
`♥ Christmas Without You`♥
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
� Pamela Hall
All my love Sylvie
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
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*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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нαρρу єαѕтєя ∗ нαρρу єαѕтєя ∗ нαρρу єαѕтєя ∗
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ALL MY LOVE WISH YOU WHERE HEAR
WITH US TODAY BUT ALL OF YOU ARE
OUR HEARTS WHERE YOUR ALWAYS BE
BIG HUGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
THAT MISS YOU EVERDAY WE SEND OUR
LOVE TO YOU XXX AND HUGS TO ALL OF
YOU TAKE CARE BYE FOR NOW LOVE
FROM ME SYLVIE MOMMY OF SAMANTHA
BELANGER AND GRANDDAUGHTER OF
ALBERT AND MARIE-JEANNE BELANGER
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** HAPPY EASTER ANGELS **
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Meeting the Easter Bunny
by Rowena Bennett, 1930
On Easter morn at early dawn
before the cocks were crowing
I met a bob-tail bunnykin
and asked where he was going.
"Tis in the house and out the house
a-tispy, tipsy-toeing,
Tis round the house and 'bout the house
a-lighlty I am going."
"But what is that of every hue
you carry in your basket?"
"Tis eggs of gold and eggs of blue;
I wonder that you ask it.
"Tis chocolate eggs and bonbon eggs
and eggs of red and gray,
For every child in every house
on bonny Easter day."
He perked his ears and winked his eye
and twitched his little nose;
He shook his tail -- what tail he had --
and stood up on his toes.
"I must be gone before the sun;
the east is growing gray;
Tis almost time for bells to chime." --
So he hippety-hopped away.
Love and Hugs~Sylvie xxxx
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Another family get together an occation we celebrate
giving family members chocolate, feeling rather great,
when deep down all we are doing is thinking of you
not being at our side again and missing you its true.
though there are lots of colorful flowers we can take to your side
where we laid you to rest and became our Angel Guide,
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Maybe go to mass sunday and say a little prayer
for Easter is also religious when Jesus was taken up there,
we can also light a candle inside the church of God
drink his wine, smile at the priest, then give a slight nod.
for if their is anyone who knows, how we are feeling today
surely they will be in the church feeling the same way
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So i guess this coming Easter we can all take a moment to think
of that precious moment in time you became the missing Link,
For your my Special Angel and i want you to be aware
no matter what time of year, your memories i will always share
and though deep inside of me, I hold an aching heart
I know in my heart of hearts we wont always be apart
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I think of the garden after the rain;
And hope to my heart comes singing,
At morn the cherry-blooms will be white,
And the Easter bells be ringing!
~Edna Dean Proctor, "Easter Bells"
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